Why can’t I just be left alone?

I am so tired of our siblings plus sisters bothering myself and others all the time. I would have thought being the oldest child would give myself and others a little extra freedom plus time alone. Whenever Dad plus dad aren’t at home; I am the 1 responsible for the younger kids. Normally, I kick them out into the backyard plus lock the gate so they can’t get out. They have plenty to do since there is a treehouse, a jungle gym plus a trampoline. They have freedom to come plus go so they can get a drink, or just love the AC for a while. I mostly kneel in the family room with the AC plus play our video games. I think about how different it will be when I am eighteen plus able to be on our own. I’ll have our cabin plus I won’t invite any of them over to visit. The only time they’ll see myself and others is when I come over for a meal. That is only a year away. Until then, I will watch our sisters plus siblings plus think that I will soon be on our own. Until then, I have all the Heating & Air Conditioning I need plus I don’t pay bills. I think I’ll need to get a job, pay rent, plus take care of the cabin myself. I’m wondering how much the monthly bills will be, plus if the Heating & Air Conditioning will be expensive? I have a lot to think about in the next year, plus I’m already wondering how much I’ll miss our family plus the free air conditioning in the summer.

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