Why can’t I just be left alone?

I am so sleepy of my siblings plus siblings bothering me all the time.

I would have thought being the oldest child would provide me a little extra freedom plus time alone.

Whenever mom plus dad aren’t at home; I am the a single responsible for the younger kids. Normally, I kick them out into the backyard plus lock the gate so they can’t get out. They have plenty to do since there is a treehouse, a jungle gym plus a trampoline. They have freedom to come plus go so they can get a drink, or just adore the A/C for a while. I mostly sit in the living room with the A/C plus play my video games. I think about how odd it will be when I am eighteen plus able to be on my own. I’ll have my home plus I won’t invite any of them over to visit. The only time they’ll see me is when I come over for a meal. That is only a year away. Until then, I will watch my siblings plus siblings plus assume that I will soon be on my own. Until then, I have all the Heating, Ventilation, plus A/C I need plus I don’t pay bills. I assume I’ll need to get a task, pay rent, plus take care of the home myself. I’m wondering how much the energy bills will be, plus if the Heating, Ventilation, plus A/C will be fancy? I have a lot to think about in the next year, plus I’m already wondering how much I’ll miss my family plus the free air conditioning in the summer.

 

Why can’t I just be left alone?